Never...

Regardless of how much you try
With just thinking about what makes you cry
Knowing your just wasting your time
Acting as if everything is fine
In truth everything is not okay
Yet you wonder why you even bother to stay
All of the feelings that are shown arent really true
Because it will never be you
The one who will make them happy
Constantly holding on to those past memories
Never really willing to move on
Just like lyrics to an old love song
You stay becuase you want your family to be whole
Yet you will always know
The feelings you wish they hadwill never show
Feels like everything is a lie and all games
SOmetimes you feel ashamed
Playing along with this whole fantacy
Acting that everything is ok and everyone is happy
Yet you know the real truth
It will never be you

.....LiL bout me.....

Ok, so i giving into what everyone telling me to do and actually finally got me a blog. Supposedly, by doing this it will be easier then just bottling up all my feelings like i normally do. So, im going to try this out.. but honestly, im not really sure what to write. Im very simple and life a semi normal life. My weekdays consist of working then my week nights and weekends consist of taking care and spending time with my family and love ones.

My son Michael is 2 1/2 yrs old and my daughter is 1yr old.Theyre my lil demon angels.. LOL.. They maybe really cute but man they are a handful but it keeps me busy and never makes my life too boring lol..

Wells this is all for now til i figure out what else to write...