Never...

Regardless of how much you try
With just thinking about what makes you cry
Knowing your just wasting your time
Acting as if everything is fine
In truth everything is not okay
Yet you wonder why you even bother to stay
All of the feelings that are shown arent really true
Because it will never be you
The one who will make them happy
Constantly holding on to those past memories
Never really willing to move on
Just like lyrics to an old love song
You stay becuase you want your family to be whole
Yet you will always know
The feelings you wish they hadwill never show
Feels like everything is a lie and all games
SOmetimes you feel ashamed
Playing along with this whole fantacy
Acting that everything is ok and everyone is happy
Yet you know the real truth
It will never be you